Relationship advice-Im 22 (hes 23) I need major help!?

I had just gotten out of a 5 yr relationship and started dating this guy who is a cop. We really hit it off and I had never been happier because I went thru such hell in my last relationship. We had an amazing time together and he told me countless times how happy he was, how much I made him happy, and how he was so lucky, and how I better get used to be treated nicely bc I deserved it. We talked all the time, even when he was on duty. We were only going out for about a month (we had been talking for a week prior til we were official). Well, last Wed, we got into this big fight that was all my fault because I wanted him to meet me for a dessert b4 he went to work, and when he didnt want to, I got mad at him, and i know its sooo dumb that i got mad over that. I felt bad, so later that night and into the next morning and afternoon, I appolgized profusely numerous times. He was off that night (that Thurs) and we didnt even see eachother. I had talked to him alittle bit but it wasnt much and he kept ignoring my appologizing. I got even more angry and I BLEW up at him, I wentoff like crazy and tried guilt tripping him and manipulating him bc thats what I did in my last relationship. He ignored me that whole night and the next day. I finally talked to him alittle bit that Saturday, trying to explain myself and he said he knew i was sorry n he did say he missed me, and I was happy bc atleast we were talking. Granted we didnt see eachother bc he was hanging out w the guys from work, but we atleast made progress. He told me that Sun I could come over and we could talk. Well I ended up not coming over bc he said hed have to leave shortly after I got there bc he'd be going to work, but He had me text everything I wanted to say bc he didnt wanna talk on the phone. He said how he didnt hate me, and that he didnt want to break up and to quit blaming myself. I talked to him alitttle bit that night while he was on duty but it wasnt the same as it was b4. . Well I really didnt talk to him monday during the day and it was frustrating me.....so I kept trying to text him and figure out what was going on, and that if he didnt wanna be w me that hed have to tell me and I sent a buch of stuff along those lines. After no answer, I finally ended it (at this point i think he was off and in bed). I obviously regretted what I did, the whole the fight, the break up, everything......... Ive been trying to get in touch w him but nothings working. I dont know what to do anymore. I know its unconventional for the girl to go after the guy like this but I dont care.Relationship advice-Im 22 (hes 23) I need major help!?
Maybe instead of worrying about him.


Worry about where you should break up this huge rambling paragraph...Relationship advice-Im 22 (hes 23) I need major help!?
You need to stop texting and calling him it seems like you weren't ready for a relationship. The same thing happened too me and I think it's best that you spend some time alone so you can get your life together. My ex did the same thing to me I was with him for 2 years and then I started a new relationship and i picked fights just to pick fights, and now we broke up. I feel bad for picking the fights because I lost a good person. Just leave him alone for a while...and try to get yourself together while you are apart.





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